Who the fuck are you trying kid Cassandra Clare? Seriously, I have gone into detail over and over again about why I think Simon committed suicide. Why Simon this drama about Simon panicking about possibly turning into a vampire was a complete crock of shit.
Here is Clare once again trying to cover her ass by TELLING us that Simon was a ‘darkling’, and that that was why he couldn’t resist going to the hotel. I think that Clare was trying to go for a classic Renfield scenario, but since she didn’t show us a damn thing aside from two vague ass clues, along with another scene of the Jace/Clary soap opera: this story line is flatter than a pancake.
This is Clare finally realizing the problematic implications of what she wrote. Instead of actually going back and changing things in the final draft to make this situation less problematic; she is just going to shovel things in willy-nilly. Since Clare is arrogant as hell, she thinks that people are taking this laying down.
No, this the whole Simon turning into a vampire is complete and utter bullshit.